it's 3.22am in the saturday morning.

i am still awake in this cold and quiet morning.

thinking bout how and whats gonna happen 2 months later,

time when i had to make choices,

about my life.

growing up is fast.

just wondering have you people has things havent done yet before you grow up.

i had plenty of words to speak to someone.

to tell her,

i'm very sorry.

it's such a difficult word to split it out.

as it buried beneath my heart for a long time.

thank her for making me tough.

i forget bout happiness and laughter,

thats the things i had left behind.

i hope she does not mind.

i know it's been a past, history.

but i have to say that,

u know, not in front of her,

but at least hopes she knows it one day.

i wants to say sorry for not able to make myself brave enough to accept a new friend in my life.

i just do not know where to start,

and where it ends.

i am not as clever as her,

manipulate feelings that great.

thus, i lost a friend.

i hope everyone is ok.

and sorry for being naive in the past.